Well HEY there! it sure has been a while.... 2 years or more, man how my life has changed... I AM BACK for my destress and venting sessions! sadly today's is SUPER negative but I need a release or I don't think I will ever stop crying.
I am currently in Japan, and I am not shy to say I HATE it, the Japanese's customer service staff in Okinawa make me hate my life, I cry often and frequently... they're unkind and somewhat cruel in their dealings.
housing people are unkind, rude and previously have made unnecessary threats, because of misunderstandings, they care only about themselves and how much they can fill their pockets with, no care for person or situations of any kind, no patience, no understanding NOTHING.
Bill services are unprofessional and TERRIBLE at communication even the native English speakers. I miss Australia with my heart and soul. Life was a lot less stressful back in Aus; I'd 100% rather live in Melbourne city than this place.
Japanese companies want to bleed non Japanese people of their money and give 0 fucks, I am not joking this has been my experience here in Japan, I think vacationing here might be a better experience than having to live here and deal with people like this.
I don't have a choice being here at the moment, If I could go home I would immediately.
I have had a really tough 5 months I haven't adjusted to the life or the people.
quite frankly one of the worst experiences of my life the people here that we've had to have "professional" interactions with.
I have honestly sat and had moments where I weighed the pros and cons of ending my life because it would be less stressful and less hurtful than living here. I would honestly rather be unalive than live being treated in this way by people because there is only so much a person can handle.... I have probably had multiple breakdowns every month frequently and getting more frequent.
Happy is the furthest state of being for me right now, its depressing... soul crushing even, I have seen 0 positives about living here other than the cool weather and pretty beaches.
oh, I also got married :D surprise? I don't know if it is, but yah. I married the goofiest of goofballs he's such an oblivious soul. he drives me nuts, sometimes I contemplate smothering him with a pillow 😅 but I wouldn't actually, he does his darndest every day... but being an adult is stressful and bless his forgetful brain... makes it hard sometimes, plenty to whinge about, but plenty more to love.
its been a rollercoaster for sure.... I think there's more to update but I am getting tired.
that's all for now folks!
As always,
the forever weird and nerdy,
Miss Hermit
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