Well, Howdy Doody! it's been a while since my last post... Life got in the way I guess! 💅💆
So! what has been going on for me? Oooooooh baby! its been crazy, but I love it :3 💁
I started working at a preschool in one of my local schools... HoooooBOY have they really taught me about patience and communication... they've also taught me a lot about myself!
Umm, what else....
Finished my studies, Lined up my studies for next year I have my interview in February.
Hopefully I'll find a flexible job to accommodate that...
I retired from TRYING to make people "HAPPY"
I retired from trying to be what people want me to be
I retired from not listening to music that makes me dance. I. WILL. DANCE. 💙
I'm getting out more and making friends. Beginning of January one of my best friends and I decided to join a gym. I'm tired of wanting to cry every time I look in the mirror. So he and I made the decision to go. Which will be interesting, I've never really been to a gym..
I'm going to buy a bike... Go on rides early in the morning...
One of my BEST friends is FINALLY moving here, he requested to be stationed here so he will probably be here for the next 3 years (I HOPE)... and I AM STOKED!
I've made friends and really good connections with the kids and the staff, went to a Christmas party on Saturday... it was definitely interesting to say the least, hahaha
I was doing Monday - Tuesday - Thursday - Friday Morning till Afternoon with the school and on Wednesday I still work at the police station, I'm really hoping to find plenty of work enough to get me at a point where i'm comfortable!
Hmm, what else is new? nothing really, Giving myself time to find myself... figure out who I am inside, like my limitations and strengths and all that... Also, what I actually want...
Work in progress really, OH and guess what... I found out that nobody misses me back home on the coast... 👋
It's like I was never even there, funny how that works, nobody really talks or remember you exist until they need your help or need you to do something for them... I gave up trying to be connected with people. Nobody ever really makes the effort to see me/talk to me first.... I wonder if that says something about them or says something about me?
Am I that bad a friend... that its so easy to forget about me? or not miss me? or not want to talk to me?... All Speculation. I mean... Life gets busy. People change I guess.
SO..... hehe... One of my friends made a comment, "You're like Monica including the secret messy closet" I stopped, looked her dead in the eyes and just casually said "except I'm crazy and I'll cut you if you move the phone pen" stared for a few seconds and walked away....😎 i mean.. in my mind it was hilarious but I should probably rethink my approach to jokes and other people 😂😂😂😂😂😎
I have heaps to say but I should probably get my butt into gear.
Many thanks to my main people <3
To my distanced fam (y'all know who you are 💋💋💋) ILY! thinking of you always.
MUCH AND MANY LOVE!
STAY TRUE
yours, the reformed but forever weird and nerdy
Miss Hermit. <3
So! what has been going on for me? Oooooooh baby! its been crazy, but I love it :3 💁
I started working at a preschool in one of my local schools... HoooooBOY have they really taught me about patience and communication... they've also taught me a lot about myself!
Umm, what else....
Finished my studies, Lined up my studies for next year I have my interview in February.
Hopefully I'll find a flexible job to accommodate that...
I retired from TRYING to make people "HAPPY"
I retired from trying to be what people want me to be
I retired from not listening to music that makes me dance. I. WILL. DANCE. 💙
I'm getting out more and making friends. Beginning of January one of my best friends and I decided to join a gym. I'm tired of wanting to cry every time I look in the mirror. So he and I made the decision to go. Which will be interesting, I've never really been to a gym..
I'm going to buy a bike... Go on rides early in the morning...
One of my BEST friends is FINALLY moving here, he requested to be stationed here so he will probably be here for the next 3 years (I HOPE)... and I AM STOKED!
I've made friends and really good connections with the kids and the staff, went to a Christmas party on Saturday... it was definitely interesting to say the least, hahaha
I was doing Monday - Tuesday - Thursday - Friday Morning till Afternoon with the school and on Wednesday I still work at the police station, I'm really hoping to find plenty of work enough to get me at a point where i'm comfortable!
Hmm, what else is new? nothing really, Giving myself time to find myself... figure out who I am inside, like my limitations and strengths and all that... Also, what I actually want...
Work in progress really, OH and guess what... I found out that nobody misses me back home on the coast... 👋
It's like I was never even there, funny how that works, nobody really talks or remember you exist until they need your help or need you to do something for them... I gave up trying to be connected with people. Nobody ever really makes the effort to see me/talk to me first.... I wonder if that says something about them or says something about me?
Am I that bad a friend... that its so easy to forget about me? or not miss me? or not want to talk to me?... All Speculation. I mean... Life gets busy. People change I guess.
SO..... hehe... One of my friends made a comment, "You're like Monica including the secret messy closet" I stopped, looked her dead in the eyes and just casually said "except I'm crazy and I'll cut you if you move the phone pen" stared for a few seconds and walked away....😎 i mean.. in my mind it was hilarious but I should probably rethink my approach to jokes and other people 😂😂😂😂😂😎
I have heaps to say but I should probably get my butt into gear.
Many thanks to my main people <3
To my distanced fam (y'all know who you are 💋💋💋) ILY! thinking of you always.
MUCH AND MANY LOVE!
STAY TRUE
yours, the reformed but forever weird and nerdy
Miss Hermit. <3
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