Well hey there strangelings :)
How's it hanging?
I'm just making a random post, something to leave behind in some way saying the words I've never let escape my mouth...
My family and I haven't always gotten on, we still have out tiffs these days, I've certainly never known what its like to be "close" with family...
I have a Mum, I have a dad and I have my big brother Matt.. then when I was about 6/7 my other older brothers came along... So our family was a family of 6 now... I shared a room with my brothers for as long as I can remember, till a little thing called puberty came crashing through my door, then I had to have my own room, which I didn't enjoy at all...
My family aren't very affectionate, they're often abrupt to the point its basically rude... they say things that could really do some damage to a kids heart... I've always been the black sheep of the family...
But when we were little, I followed my brother everywhere, there was a day he was walking too fast, I stopped in the middle of the path and screamed at the top of my lungs because I thought my brother was leaving me behind, I didn't want mum, I didn't want dad, I wanted my big brother... I wanted to do everything he was doing... then we went through our teenage years and we got on each others nerves ...
But I don't think there was ever a day my brother wasn't looking out for me... He never says no when I ask him for his help.... even if he doesn't want to, The one person in the whole world that has always had my back... when I was being bullied... he made it stop, bought my Christmas presents he knew I wanted for ages, he bought me my first Xbox, he got me obsessed with doctor who, everything I love, has stemmed from my big brother.... there are times when we piss each other off, but there's nobody I look up to more... We don't have deep meaningful conversations, we don't spend every single second together... But I know for sure that he's always got my back...
He brings me chocolate, power-aid and neruofen when aunty flow comes to visit
He randomly gives me my favorite food, for no reason
He always picks me up and drops me off where ever I want go to, every time I have a flight or I'm coming back...
I don't think, there has been anybody that has had my back like my brother...
He may be crazy, he may take too long "dropping the kids off at the pool"
but there also isn't anyone else who turns up for me like he has all my life.
SO, this is for my big brother...
I literally wouldn't be who I am, without you...
you've always had my back, and you've never even asked for a thank you...
For the countless things you've done for me...
For the countless coconuts and hospital trips...
For the 1am drop offs and 3am pickups from the airports
For the innumerable lifts you've given me even when you were tired....
My big brother Chewy.
Thank you.
Always, The pain in your ass
BokChoy.
How's it hanging?
I'm just making a random post, something to leave behind in some way saying the words I've never let escape my mouth...
My family and I haven't always gotten on, we still have out tiffs these days, I've certainly never known what its like to be "close" with family...
I have a Mum, I have a dad and I have my big brother Matt.. then when I was about 6/7 my other older brothers came along... So our family was a family of 6 now... I shared a room with my brothers for as long as I can remember, till a little thing called puberty came crashing through my door, then I had to have my own room, which I didn't enjoy at all...
My family aren't very affectionate, they're often abrupt to the point its basically rude... they say things that could really do some damage to a kids heart... I've always been the black sheep of the family...
But when we were little, I followed my brother everywhere, there was a day he was walking too fast, I stopped in the middle of the path and screamed at the top of my lungs because I thought my brother was leaving me behind, I didn't want mum, I didn't want dad, I wanted my big brother... I wanted to do everything he was doing... then we went through our teenage years and we got on each others nerves ...
But I don't think there was ever a day my brother wasn't looking out for me... He never says no when I ask him for his help.... even if he doesn't want to, The one person in the whole world that has always had my back... when I was being bullied... he made it stop, bought my Christmas presents he knew I wanted for ages, he bought me my first Xbox, he got me obsessed with doctor who, everything I love, has stemmed from my big brother.... there are times when we piss each other off, but there's nobody I look up to more... We don't have deep meaningful conversations, we don't spend every single second together... But I know for sure that he's always got my back...
He brings me chocolate, power-aid and neruofen when aunty flow comes to visit
He randomly gives me my favorite food, for no reason
He always picks me up and drops me off where ever I want go to, every time I have a flight or I'm coming back...
I don't think, there has been anybody that has had my back like my brother...
He may be crazy, he may take too long "dropping the kids off at the pool"
but there also isn't anyone else who turns up for me like he has all my life.
SO, this is for my big brother...
I literally wouldn't be who I am, without you...
you've always had my back, and you've never even asked for a thank you...
For the countless things you've done for me...
For the countless coconuts and hospital trips...
For the 1am drop offs and 3am pickups from the airports
For the innumerable lifts you've given me even when you were tired....
My big brother Chewy.
Thank you.
Always, The pain in your ass
BokChoy.
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