So... what's up guys? how are you all doing? Well, I hope.
I've been making some changes in my life.... (Actually, a lot come to think of it๐ค๐) starting with deleting the facebook app ๐ฎ ๐ only posting when I have access to a computer ๐ป๐ฅ️ or see something shareable during my "keep informed news time ๐ง๐", therefore limiting my scrolling, I'm doing relatively well so far. not perfect, but well ๐
Reading the news more๐๐ก... doing more things๐๐บ๐♀️๐ง♀️⛹️♀️๐ด♀️๐️๐คธ♀️๐คผ♀️๐คฝ♀️๐ฉ❤️๐๐จ ๐ฉ๐คrather than work๐ฎ♀️๐ต️♂️๐ฉ๐จ, sleep๐ด, eat๐คค๐๐ฅฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ฑ๐, rinse๐ง♀️๐ง♂️๐ - repeat๐ต. I'm finding it very liberating actually ๐ค๐๐ง
Sooooo.... I made a facebook page ages ago called "share the love", and I recently made it an intention to search for things that inspire me and help uplift me and share them..๐คฒ๐๐๐ค So if you're looking for a mood "lifer uperer" ๐๐คฃ... Check it out or feel free to send me stuff that inspires you so I can post and perhaps help inspire someone else. ๐ก๐ค
In the endeavor to be more meaningful when I write.... I thought I'd give it a little shot ๐๐, sharing thoughts and insights on something I've been contemplating the last few weeks ๐ค
I found a whole new context to view "the straight and narrow path" in...
Lately I've been wrestling ๐คผ♀️๐คผ♂️ with a bit, emotionally/mentally, spiritually & physically (yes i'm okay, I promise ;P its just life right?๐๐ข)
I kept coming back to ONE thought in particular "the straight and narrow path" what does that even mean, honestly? Does anyone ever stop to double check and really ponder"ise" about different concepts? I know I've never really been one to stop and think about things, I'm more of a Gung Ho getting it done kind of Gal... or sit on the couch and procrastinate... there is no in-between ๐คฃ๐ (*which isn't always good, I mean basically a bull in a china shop sometimes ๐๐คฃ I've been trying to put more intent into my actions, thoughts & behaviors, which I'm HOPING will limit my reflex responses and make me less bull in china shop(y) ๐๐คฃ*)
This thought was relentless and constant, finally fed up, I sat myself down, locked my bedroom door, turned up some Hymn renditions then got my pen and paper out...
What is the straight and narrow path to me? What does it look like? Not ONLY in a Gospel sense but in my personal life as well.
I came to the conclusion "ONE purpose __ ONE goal"
Wait a minute here..๐ต๐คจ๐ค what? ๐ค☝️๐Hold on let me finish there are 3 layers to this. Spiritual, Physical & Mental but yes ONE purpose, ONE goal ultimately.
What is my Goal?
What is my purpose?
I already know what these are Spiritually (Well...I mean, on a personal level I do) but what about the other two?
What is that ONE goal, that despite no matter how hard life gets, no matter what trash is blown into our faces... We can focus on to help us through? The goal that keeps us pushing on that has our entire focus deflecting (yes deflecting not totally blocking) out the drama and waste, Instead of lying down in the middle of whatever we are doing to take a nap?
Because that one goal, that one purpose will be your anchor, your solid foundation, perhaps even the light in the darkness or that little bit of vision just enough to see where your feet are going on a foggy/misty morning.
Have YOU ever stopped to think about it? Because I know it's exactly what I needed...
ANYWHOO my beautiful weirdos(It's a good thing to be I promise, All the best people are ๐).
~ that's it from me today AND always feel free to message me if you need to talk (or on literally any other occasion ๐๐), or call me, what ever suits you.. I don't mind because I love you ALL, in my own weird way
Have the "BLESSED" day ๐คฃ๐
Love, your reformed but forever weird and nerdy,
Miss hermit ๐ฝ
Love ya Lilly! <3
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